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永别了，叔叔

2009-05-10T22:16:00.002+08:00

今天是母亲节
却也是叔叔离开的日子。。。
对叔叔来说，
这或许是一种解脱吧
可是对每一个爱护他的人
却是永远的痛。。。
唯一能说的只有一句
“安息吧，叔叔“。。。。。。

new chapter of mine

2009-04-13T22:53:00.004+08:00

many things happen for the past few months,
gain some and lost some.

Over the fact im been retrench from old company,
but there are still alot of supportive friends around always try to help mi one way or another.
Thanks for standing by mi.....
anyway im starting work soon......

when i though happiness was ard mi and news of 2 frens passing away,
it did affected mi one way or another.
"Juz live ur life better for those who left us, its the best way to repay them."

Scars will always be a scar no matter how long it takes to heal,
Forgiving and forgetting is even hard for some to learn perhaps i asking too much...

Knowing for years, torturing negative remarks passed,
thinking no one understood, but was play out of friendship till the end.
perhaps too native.

After so many years, i thought my parents dun reali think much for mi.
but i was wrong...
they are willing to endure all kinds of disrespect from someone juz for mi.
my heart melt when i hear wad happened.
"Dad... i missed u and im Sorry"

To the special one, who cares, understands and willing to give up everything just for mi.
you change my world cuz now you are my world.

food @rt no.9 > tao's~ continue ~

2009-01-21T21:59:00.005+08:00

from http://joetakoyaki.blogspot.com/2008/11/food-rt-no4-taos.html

Everything

2009-01-04T17:30:00.002+08:00

歌手：王力宏专辑：心·跳

故事里的起承转合有一些忘记
做了多少错误的选择
原来波折才暗示着该走的方向
指引你我来到这一刻

就算别人都说我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃

Cause You're My Everything
就一个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天永远从此刻开始算起
你的爱是我的Everything

遥远天际巧合相遇有多少几率
多少烟火坠落无痕迹
因为幸福没有捷径难免要绕道
不被看好越是要走到

就算别人都说我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃

你就是Everything
就这个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

Cause You're My Everything
就一个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天永远从此刻开始算起

你就是Everything
就如这个原因我会永远记住这种感觉
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everythingthanks piggy for the intro ^^

@rt no.19 > apple

2009-01-03T13:11:00.002+08:00

for my supporter and friend from fb/ffs
apple kim
LOL

pls click for better view under white bkgrd thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/apple.gif

Memories of Haylea Davies

2008-12-31T13:51:00.003+08:00

Haylea Davies a.k.a nunu
rip @ 4th dec2008

sweet loving gal who always try her best to help me when im feeling down.
even we nvr met each other but we do share tears and laughter tgt at times.
knowing tat she has health problems, she is always a fighter to it.
she cares alot for me no matter wad situations she is in.

she loves the sea,the sun and the nature, hates the cold weather...

heart feel so heavy when i get to know tat she has left us.
so much to say yet................
totally lost for words............
hope its a relive for her, living up there without pain and suffering.
she will always in my heart as she took a part of mine time and space.

miss & <3 lea

time...

2008-12-30T13:28:00.002+08:00

yr2008 coming to the end.
while we are thinking we want in future, sometimes we do also need to treasure wads in the present.

"Friends"

2008-12-19T17:33:00.004+08:00

Other than families and love ones,
friends are the next closest kins to me.
thanks for being my friends for the past years.

time wait for no man,
anyone may just pass and they are gone forever.
treasure them while you still can.
im not someone whom is very saint nor always do the right thing,
sorry if you need to bare with me.

forcing thoughts into minds is not my cup of tea,
so likewise i dun wish tat to happen on me.
sharing views is wad i like,
and disagree is wad u may.
sharing burden i hope that wont happen,
while happiness is wad i hope i can give.

im someone who hardy share my pain,
cuz i dunwan to add burden to my friends.
along my days in the darkness,
friends helped me alot which i will nvr forget.
there are also times that friendship turns sour due to different points of views,
tried to save but when its broken no matter how i tried to mend it will nvr be the same.
there are friends who just understand how you feel without speaking, help you as and when you need them.
if i have done anything wrong, please do let me know.
things which i have done wrong to any of my friends, im sorry,
its a fact which i cant undo but admit for all de wrong.

is there a need to show care?
is there a need to tell friend how much i care?
is there a need to share all ur secrets?

food @rt no.8 > red wok

2008-12-14T23:34:00.003+08:00

super fast service and the food is nice
like de "large" bowl they use ^^

food @rt no.7 > curry flavor

2008-11-22T12:59:00.002+08:00

dinner @ curry flavor ^^
mushroom frysoft shell crab curry udon
seafood curry udon

food @rt no.6 > joe's 4 course dinner?

2008-11-19T19:59:00.004+08:00

joe tried his luck on dishes tat he nvr cooked before for someone special ^^
japanese curry udon
tofu beef stick
heart shape red bean pancake
fried tako

the call

2008-11-17T23:14:00.004+08:00

歌手：Regina Spektor 专辑：The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye..

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye..

catch me if i fall

2008-11-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

歌手：Maria Arredondo 专辑：Not going under

Ooh I need someone to hold me
I need someone to take my hand
Who always understands
You will never that someone
Who’s always by my side
To shelter me with pride
I will keep searching till I’ve found
Someone who never lets me down
Someone to catch me if I fall
To see me through it all
Someone to depend upon
I can always call
Someone who makes me strong
Who shows me right from wrong
Someone always standing tall
Someone who will catch me if I fall

I need you to protect me
Instead of begging me to stay
You’re pushing em away
Time to end this disillusion
I need to find out for myself
Before I cry for help
Until I find someone who cares
Someone who’ll always will be there
Yeah

Someone to catch me if I fall
To see me through it all
Someone to depend upon
I can always call
Someone who makes me strong
Who shows me right from wrong
Someone always standing tall
Someone who will catch me if I fall

I know you think I’m on the run
But I’m just looking for the one

Who’ll catch me if I fall
Who’ll see me through it all
Someone to depend upon
I can always call
Someone who makes me strong
Who shows me right from wrong
Someone always standing tall
Someone who will catch me if I fall

food @rt no.5 > iceMonster

2008-11-15T16:24:00.005+08:00

its the "ice monster" the store when i was @ taipei ~ yongkang street. now then i discover actually there are a few branch in singapore ^^
taiwan ice monster ^^

singapore ice monster ^^
on and off would find something which will bring back the memories i had in taiwan.

food @rt no.4 > tao's

2008-11-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

great service and food ^^
the display of the food is nice too.
but the dessert not to my liking mayb had tried better ones ^^

food @rt no.3 > juju

2008-11-13T23:59:00.004+08:00

nice steamboat with many kinds of food, service is good too.

food @rt no.2 > food summary in taiwan/taipei

2008-11-12T16:31:00.003+08:00

its some of the pictures of food i took during my 9days trip in taiwan...
manage to trip most of them,some i took it bcuz it look so nice^^
i reali enjoy de food in taiwan ^^

pancakes ^^
giant sotong ^^ba feng yun ji ^^fruits
taiwan sausages ^^desserts ^^
street snacks ^^five cent driftwood house ^^ding tai feng ^^wisteria teahouse ^^lu wei ^^famous beef noodle
oyster ^^7-11 ^^

enjoy ^^

start from here

2008-11-07T15:49:00.002+08:00

歌手：王若琳专辑：start from here

giving up, why should i
i've come to far to forget
we're beautiful, we just got lost
somewhere along the way
so much was missing when you went away

let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don′t need a finish line
let's take this chance don't think too deep
of all those promises we couldn′t seem to keep
i don't care where we go
let's start from here

standing here face to face
a finger on your lips
don't say a word don't make a sound
silence surrounds us now
even when you were gone i felt you everywhere

let' start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don′t need a finish line
let's take this chance don't think too deep
of all those promises we couldn′t seem to keep
i don't care where we go
let's start from here
let's start from here

i've never been the one to open up
but you've always been the voive within
the only warmth from my cold heart

let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance don't think too deep
of all those promises

let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance don't think too deep
of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
i don't care where we go
let's start from here
let's start from here
let's start from here
let's start from here

Tumbler skin no.3> tokidoki nurse ^^

2008-11-06T07:00:00.002+08:00

sexy nurse by tokidoki ^^
did some resizing and shifting of the pix ^^
not much work done on this.

pls click for full view thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/toki2.gif

Tumbler skin no.2 > tokidoki gals ^^

2008-11-06T06:57:00.002+08:00

no.2 Tskin i edit from tokidoki's wall work.
i combine 2 of his work into one and shifting them ard.

pls click for full view thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/toki1.gif

Tumbler skin no.1 > tokidoki skin ^^

2008-11-05T00:35:00.004+08:00

my starbuck tumbler,
a gift from Bee ^^
and i edit on tokidoki's wall paper to use it as a cover.
tumbler's first skin ^^

pls click for full view thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/toki.gif

@rt no.18 > chin

2008-11-04T05:47:00.002+08:00

chin ^^
someone who i always regard her as a younger sister.
someone who is simple and pure.
someone who is always tat helpful without complains.

promised to make a her a siggy, for sometimes...

wish chin all the best in her studies
and
hope i dun have to wait too long to have a taste on her cakes ^^

pls click for full view thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/chin.gif

@rt no.17 > header for piggy's blog ^^

2008-10-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

something simple which i hope it matches piggy's theme ^^
hope piggy like it

pls click for full view thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/piggyB.gif

@rt no.16 > rob

2008-10-20T15:55:00.006+08:00

although i hafen been playing maple tat much,
but would like to thanks all tat had miss mi for who im and wad i do
^^
thanks

this is for rob,one of my earliest buddy.
who show support and trusted mi^^
while i was playing maple...

pls click for full view thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/rob.gif

Memories of valerie

2008-10-16T15:46:00.000+08:00

was told val passed away...
i could believe @ all, how could this happen...
was shown to her bro's blog with all the msg abt her death...
i read all the post in it and tears drop.
my day was fill with emotions and feelings...

"val"
Hope u will find a place of ur own up there...
u will be missed by ur <3 ones...
pls do watch over them...

第一个清晨

2008-09-30T01:56:00.004+08:00

歌手：王力宏专辑：盖世英雄

光投进爱
把梦刷白
舍不得你会醒过来
不要现在
昨夜走太快哦…
说不上来
隐隐藏在胸口一块
吻你脸颊
证明此刻真的存在
是你让我相信爱
对我慷慨 hey oh
是爱我们是注定不是意外
这是爱
我们的爱
还不确定却好实在
把你贴在胸怀
静静的代替表白
才不愿放开
给你的爱
没名字却停不下来
在忐忑里期待
雀跃中想到未来是你我才明白
这就是爱
----
但梦还在
小心不让你醒过来
也许现在
就是永恒的未来
第一个我们的清晨
迷人和默契都是你的
无限可能
言语都显得太肤浅

food for thoughts ...

2008-09-22T02:02:00.002+08:00

Can I Borrow $25?

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.
'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.
'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.
'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.
'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

"tears almost drops when i read this .... "

@rt no.15 > bbb had a little lamb

2008-08-29T13:50:00.005+08:00

still remember the first time,
when bbb was singing her version of mary had a little lamb.
LOL

and the word "lamb" which is always linked with MI T.T
thus this is more like my version of mary had a little lamb for bbb
^^

pls click for full view thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/blogH.gif

food @rt no.1 > sakae sushi

2008-08-15T03:01:00.006+08:00

there are times,
we come across food which are nicely displayed.
to mi its a kinda of art.

changi airport T3 sakae sushi.
sitting on a beanie bag, feeling so relax....
nice place to chat with frens....
most of the dish ordered, food are nicely displayed.
the food is fresh ^^

juz love the tea pot & tea cup.....
enjoy ^^

@rt no. 14 > my emo

2008-08-10T01:04:00.004+08:00

finally completed my studiess...
suddenly found myself so lost again

too much time...
too much space...
which i often hate tat...

anyway these are mine,
msn emo:

nthing much

@rt no.13 > my piggy

2008-07-23T01:48:00.003+08:00

i know i haf been moody since month of july.
projs + wrk + skool + dad's death ann.

ur skool has started too.
jiayou dun need to worry,
loner wouldnt die tat early ^^

all the best in ur studies ^^

@rt no.12 > sam ^^

2008-07-23T01:40:00.003+08:00

other classmate of mine....
kind hearted and helpful ^^

unlike dancingBee she is wiser....
hahahaaaa "hope bee dun get to see this"
same i create some msn emo for her

i was wanted to do a "piku shaking cat" for sam, hope this tail shaking cat will do the job ^^

a kissingSam

a smilingSam

a sadSam

all the best to Sam.
drive careful and no more accident PLS.
good health and luck ^^

@rt no.11 > my dancingBee

2008-07-23T01:26:00.005+08:00

i started skooling last yr since aug
and
i get to know this grp of new frens.
she is veri cheerful kindhearted and helpful although abit blur. ^^
i gib her a few nick name " colorblindBee , dancingBee"
i create some emo to use on msn ^^

crying dog was given to her when i saw her crying in pain T.T

something which is not tat sad ^^

Zzzzzz.....

she will dance for mi when she own mi something

a smilingBee

a happyBee

a kissingBee

a sadBee

a angryBee

wish her always healthy and best wishes ^^
ps dun need use any of the following bcuz its hers onli
copyright under (B)

@rt no.10 > Slut Wars viii

2008-07-23T01:23:00.003+08:00

its a photo i took for my buddy stan @ singapore toy convention.
both of us always make fun of darth vader.
and i use it to make a hokkien version ^^

enjoy ^^

dated 030708

@rt no.9 > my webbie's header ^^

2008-07-23T01:02:00.011+08:00

i luv wad i have created ^^

pls click for full view thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/sakura.gif

dated on 250608

@rt no.08 > my avatar "loner"

2008-06-09T05:40:00.004+08:00

sharpening my sword ^.^

will be doing a website page soooooooon
dated on 090608

@rt no.7 > meh meh =)

2008-02-20T18:27:00.003+08:00

meh mehhhhhh
juz to brush up my rusty skill ^^

time really wait for no man,
juz a blink an eye xmas, ny, cny past.....

dated on 200208

@rt no.6 > peking duckie roxy =)

2007-12-17T09:44:00.000+08:00

saru's peking duckie....
everyone just love her as a peking duckie
wanting to eat her up.
hahahahaaa

enjoy

pls click for full view thanks
http://s174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/?action=view&current=roxy.gif

dated on 171207

@rt no.5 > for firmest pigu CVQ ken =)

2007-12-12T15:40:00.000+08:00

CVQ = changi village queen
changi village is well known for its food & (_v_)
lol

ken, its for u
enjoy =)

pls click for full view thanks
http://s174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/?action=view&current=ken-1.gif

dated on 121207

@rt no.4 > DIL

2007-11-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

DIL = daughter in law (lol , more like daughter in game)
gene, hope u like it.
hahaaaaa

pls click for full view thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/gene-1.gif
dated on 291107

@rt no.3 > my piggy

2007-11-29T17:44:00.000+08:00

<3 my son in game ... hope he really like what have design for him. although he nvr ask from me, because he dont want me to get tired.... <3 my piggy

pls click for full views thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/piggy-1.gif

dated on 241107
one of my fav <3

@rt no.2 > another top chief bandit wana be

2007-11-29T17:33:00.000+08:00

its for xiao, promised him when he reach lvl00 as a gift.
what gave me this idea?
guildmates told me how "pro" he fight in game and die.
LOL
everyone just laugh =) enjoy

pls click for full views thanks
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/xiao.gif
dated on 161107

@rt no.1 > the black louhan

2007-11-29T17:22:00.000+08:00

used to be doing those 2d non-animated siggy for my friends.
mark happens to be the last few i had promised,
LOL u can say he is lucky first to get my wrk.
nice guy who aim high... top shadower in bootes
JY =)

pls click for full views thanks http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w108/abaraiXrenji/mark.gif
dated on 131107

first try on making my first animated siggy =)

2007-11-29T15:47:00.000+08:00

well, this my first try...
hope it dont hurt ur eyes =)

dated on 121107